A most ironic experience, laying with someone in the same bed conveying to them how you feel like you can not relate to people anymore. Telling them how you feel like human interaction has become a game of hide and seek. And they nod along like they know what you are saying like they can feel what you are putting out but, and here is where irony strikes you know they don't understand and are just agreeing for the sake of peace? complacence? It proved what I was saying to myself which I guess leaves me right back here.
It's all about abstractions and concretes and what we have to connect them which is basically just words. Words can't cut it though. When I say a word it doesn't necessarily mean that you connect with that word what I sent you so the message is just lost floating around our heads. I want to reach out and grab you and see you and have you see me as we are without interference or filters just you and me.
Impossible!
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When I was home this weekend, I noticed this exact thing with some of my friends. I just wanted to talk about ANYTHING, anything that was on my mind or on theirs. And it's like they just didn't get it. Like they forgot how to form thoughts. Which is a very sad thought in itself. If I ever forgot how to think, I couldn't be.
We need to have more talks soon. You're the only person I know of who I haven't lost faith in. You're still human to me because you think outside the box and aren't afraid to ask WHY? and talk about it openly.
Ah yes, i'm glad you got why i was crying. I wish at the time i did a better job of explaining but like you said, words just didn't cut it. Very upsetting. It's been on my mind a lot since then. What a trip.
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